It has been a long few weeks. Numerous things have happened and I had so many other responsibilities to take care of but they are finally almost over. I have decided (well I decided a little while ago) that I am no longer going to go to a negative place as it doesn't do anyone any good. I am going to take the positive out of everything and work with what I have. So far it is proving to be good, its not as hard as I thought it would be. The problem is that when people say hurtful things it takes me a long time to forget. Last night peanut woke up around 10pm and wanted to go to bed with mommy. I cuddled her in beside me while A went and watched TV. I must admit on the few nights that she does sleep with me I do enjoy it. I don't get many cuddles throughout the day as she is daddy's girl but at night she can't get close enough :)
So there I am with my beautiful daughter beside me and all I can think about is the hurtful things that had been said to me hours before. After about an hour I finally chased them out of my head and went to sleep. I woke up this morning and decided it was going to be a good day and so far it has. I am exhausted from doing a million things this weekend but I am healthy, I have a beautiful daughter, a wonderful husband and a baby on the way that hasn't made me sick as of yet!!
So tonight I am going to go home, make a nice dinner (maybe!) and then clean up the house a bit before heading to bed. Tomorrow is my last day of work for the week and we have a weekend family vacation to look forward to next Friday. All is good
Xo
T
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